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I had my third scan this morning and guess what my follicles didn’t grow which means that I won’t be ovulating any time soon. I was so upset and disappointed that I cried all the way to work.
Basically this nurse advised me that even if I lose a whole heap of weight it still may not make me ovulate. So I am thinking that I am wasting my time and money on something that may never happen.
Not to mention that I am an emotional wreck, feeling sick all the time and being moody. This is not what I want. I knew this would be hard but never in my wildest dreams thought it would be like this.
You might be saying to yourselves that it has only been a few weeks of this process but let me tell you they have been very intense weeks. The medication, the waiting, and the awful scan you have to do. (The scan hurts). Then lastly the disappointment of them saying oh well the follicles haven’t grown.
I think after talking to my husband tonight we might give this whole process a miss. If they can’t get me ovulating with drugs then what hope do I have? I know when I talk to my husband tonight he will be really upset at the news and he will definitely want to give all of this amiss.
I feel like I am falling apart and the realization that I may never get pregnant has hit real hard. Because now it is all a reality where as before I even went through the testing stage it was all a possibility, now it is looking bleak.