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Well where do I start ladies? My husband and I have decided not to go ahead with IVF treatments because the drugs that I have been on have not allowed me to ovulate. Instead I became quite ill on them. Not to mention all the stress that has come along with it.
When my husband and I finally agreed to stop I felt kind of relieved. This may sound kind of strange but in all honesty I just couldn’t handle taking all these drugs and then going on the scans (which were horrible and painful) only to be told that my follicles had not grown.
I became ill this last two weeks especially and have not been able to go to the Gym at the doctor’s orders. This has pis@#$ me right off. I am probably back to square one and have to struggle again now to lose the weight that I gained while I was ill.
Well thank God for my inspiration queen Angie All The Way who has shown me that by moving on and not giving up you can still be a WINNER. So I am gathering all my strength (what ever is left) after the emotional realisation that we may never have children.
My head is like a merry go round and it just isn’t stopping. I have been spinning out of control and I don’t like it. So after I have recovered I will get my Gym bag and my water bottle and off I go on Monday to my beloved Fernwood and go nuts.
Nothing relieves stress like a good strong structured workout. My husband and I will continue trying for a baby but we are not going to go crazy about it and basically just be spontaneous and hopefully I will lose more weight in the next few weeks and my body will be on the mend again.
Till the next time!!